Do you know how it aches when Im keeping my tears in?

All I wanted was to cry my heart out in your arms.
I dont know why I didnt.
Something was holding me back,
Im not angry with you.
I was just expecting something I couldnt get.
Something in you voice,
it didnt soothe me like it used to.
It didnt assure me that things will get better
and I couldnt cry it all out
to make it okay.
I kept it inside,
because I know these tears are bound to flow again,
someday, not far away.